Today.

Today I had..
fruity pebbles for breakfast,
a hot pocket for late lunch,
15 cookies and string cheese for dinner,
and then five spoonfuls of nutrients for snack.


Today I went..
to all of my classes,
to the amazing library at the institute,
and window shopped with my two brothers up here.


Today I saw...
the beautiful season we call fall,
an old friend who has kinda sorta changed.
the incredible friendships I've made.


Today I loved...
that 10 minute phone call of hope with lil sis.
the math quiz that was homework.
my room mate (like I do Every day :) duh..)


Today I learned...
what it really means to not only have standards,
but stick to them.
that even when times get tough,
I Can Do Hard Things.

Stuck Like Glue.

(These pictures are HUGE.. and they can be, because.. we're just That cool :) Hehe..)

We talk to each other.

We used to play Diddy Kong Racing.

We watch Psych, Chuck, and more. 

We fight, argue, and get mad at the other. 

He knows more about technology than anyone I know.

I share my food and cook him food sometimes.

He helps me with my math and computer problems.

He sits by me in church sometimes.

And gives me hugs too.

We're siblings.

We're there for each other.

Oh hey, she made my day :)

Yesterday  my room mate and I were talking about Ensigns. I had been talking to my brother and asked him why he had a stack of Ensigns. He said it was for home teaching. I then asked him if each pair of room mates got one. He answered saying that each apartment will have One. People, that would be One Ensign for Six girls to share. So not happening. Therefore Jen and I were talking about how we would definitely be buying our own from the institute. 

Today I came home to this on my bed...
(And it's the General Conference Address!!!!!!!!)

Thanks Jen, you are incredible :)

The sun is Shining! The tank is clean! The tank is clean?!

Today has been absolutely splendid. Lauren and I went and got 4 lb pound bags of cookies at 6:30 this morning. Then we proceeded to go home and sleep for four hours. When waking up we ate and went to attempt to give plasma, apparently we have to wait two more weeks. Third times a charm right? Instead we headed off to an antique store. Most amazing, beautiful, incredible antique store ever. Following that we went to a thrift store and two book stores. Since we had nothing else to do, neither of us looked at the clock, it felt so good. We ended out adventure at Hobby Lobby, picking up paints, string and beads. Then we had a little bit of a craft night. Now we are watching Titanic. I'm going to go watch it now, because I Love it. Sorry this post is rushed, read it so it sounds like I'm telling you the whole thing without taking a breath it sounds more rushed that way. okaypeaceoutloveyoubye.

Pictures... Antique store. My Crazy Mane I call hair. The um.. bracelet thing I made for Laurens collection of rear view mirror hangings. Old books. A mirror and US!

Party at my place.

I am absolutely empty of things to blog about. I do apologize.
Please, comment and give me ideas. itwouldbegreat.

All five of my room mates are gone right now, except for me.

So what do I do? Well I've already painted today, and eaten food.

Yep. You're right, I pop some Kettle corn and watch Titanic.

Second time in three days(I think..). 

I think Rose (Kate Winslet) is absolutely Stunning. 

And Jack (Leonardo Dicaprio).. Oh gosh, yes. I am hopelessly in love.

Jack: Rose! You're so stupid. Why did you do that, huh? You're so stupid, Rose. Why did you do that? Why?

Rose: You jump, I jump, right?

Jack: Right.

Rose: Oh God! I couldn't go. I couldn't go, Jack.

Jack: It's all right. We'll think of something.

Rose: At least I'm with you. 

Did you get goosebumps? Did you cry? My answer is yes to both.

FixYou byColdplay. LookItUp.

Some days I feel upset, down on myself, insecure, and just a little melancholy. I'm not perfect and don't claim to be. So this is what I do..
I shut down for a few days, I push people away, and just want to be by myself. It's a terrible habit. I've tried changing it as of lately, but now I just seem moody/bipolar. Like I can't decide which I want to be, happy or down. I've pushed away one of my best friends here, I don't help to include everyone, and I've snapped at people for no good reason. It's not what I do, it's not me, I'm not like that.
I'm sorry. I hope you will forgive me. For being confusing and not knowing how to talk about how I feel, for snapping and leaving out, and for pushing you away. Especially you, I hope you can. You're one of my best friends.
I'm going to try harder. I'm going to be better. I don't care how long it takes, I don't want to be like this anymore. There's no room in this life for days wasted in the dumps. So chin up Buttercup. It's a new day.

On days like this,

Every thing gets on my nerves. Little things rub me the wrong way.