It's all about the Symmetry.

I feel like a rabbit, I ate a salad after class for breakfast, it sounded good.

There is a bug that lives in our shower, I've considered naming him.

I may just be obsessed with making pumpkin choco chip cookies.

Last year I didn't talk on the phone much with my parents,

this year I do, and I love it so so so so so much.

The ball is rolling, and it's going pretty fast. 

If that doesn't make me nervous,

I don't know what will!

YIKES!

(Now having said that you can enjoy these lovelies which have nothing to do with what I just said.)

L (to the) iebster!

A LIEBSTER is a German word meaning dearest, sweetest, cutest. The award is given to up-and-coming bloggers with less than 200 followers. 

It happened and I was nominated, twice.. Ha ha! Allie and I were friends in high school, her blog is adorable so go check it out, as well as her and her other half are the cutest! Then there's Jeannie I met her through her younger brother, I have to say that she has the best style! Her blog has always inspired me, whether it be to go running more.. or look at myself with more positive and loving eyes.

Alright all you bloggers/blog readers/admirers/creeps(I say that out of love) here's how it works:

-Each person must post 11 things about themselves.

-Answer the questions the nominator asked, and create 11 questions for your nominees to answer.

-Choose 11 people and link them in your post.

-Go to their page and tell them.

-No tag-backs!

Well let's get started! 11 things about me: 

1. I have a very difficult time making my bed in the morning, I really just Don't like to, ever..

2. I secretly want to be a great photographer today, I love capturing memories and beauty in everyone and everything. 

3. The way to my heart is a combover, dry humor, and TruMoo. 

4. When I was little I refused to wear pants, dresses were all I would wear.

5. My favorite place to be in the fall is Logan, Logan canyon to be more specific.

6. I've always wanted to donate my hair, but I always get so sad when I cut even 2 inces off. It remains long, and is still growing.

7. I love music. Country, pop, alternative, rap, etc. I love it all. You'd be surprised with what pops up when I put my tunes on shuffle, people often are.

8. I have always wanted to go to South Africa, it's one of my greatest dreams and has been for quite some time. 

9. I don't like leaving messages. 

10. I remember names like there's no tomorrow. It gets to a point where I have to Convince someone that they've met me before. Needless to say, in general I can be a bit awkward.

11. I feel more informed when I read the USU Statesman.

Now That was a lot harder than it sounds. Next we have questions, because I was nominated by two people.. I'm going to answer all 22 questions. I like questions. 

Questions from Allie:

1. What are you most afraid of? I would have to say Grasshoppers. Nasty things.

2. What moment would you go back and re-live again and again if you could? I would relive when my mom, sisters and I all got to see Wicked. It was Incredible.

3. What is your biggest pet peeve? It's not all the time, but sometimes when people chew food, or slurp.

4. If you could eat one food EVERY day ALL day long, what would it be? One food? That's all I get? Hm. I love food. Right now, I would want Jalapeno Pringles and Cottage Cheese. Don't judge. It's so dang good.

5. Which TV show do you never get sick of? Gilmore Girls.

6. Yes or No - D you like Honey Boo Boo Child? I don't know who that is...

7. When was the last time you laughed so hard you started to cry? Sometime last week with my roommates. Love those girls.

8. What talent do you wish you had or were better at? I wish I could play the piano.

9. Which popular song do your friends and family love, but that you can't stand? I can only think of one song that a few of my siblings like that I don't. Party Rock Anthem by LMFAO.

10. What is your dream vacation? Europe, anywhere in Europe. 

11. What would your ultimate dream Halloween costume be? I would love an elf costume like the ones in Elf. 

Questions from Jeannie: 

1. If you could be an animal you would be? I would want to be a Blue Bird.

2. Why do you blog? I blog so I can share thoughts and pictures I have, quotes I find, or just say what I want to say I guess. 

3. Favorite piece of furniture (and it can't be your bed!)? Dang it! I love my bed, I would say the next best thing is one of our dark green La-Z-Boy Recliners at home.

4. What is your signature dance move? Well, it's called "The Jerrica", I don't think I can explain it, but I promise there really is one. I made it up. 

5. Character in a movie/book you related to most? I feel like I relate to the main character, Auden, in the book "Along For The Ride". 

6. Number one place you never want to go? Anywhere.. that has a lot of grasshoppers. 

7. Worst fashion mistake of all time? Crocs. I'm not saying they're absolutely terrible, they just aren't.. well, cute.

8. Favorite word? Sophistication. 

9. Guilty pleasure? I'm not sure if this can count as a guilty pleasure, but I often look up flights and hotels, and places I want to go. I plan trips that I really, really want to take, but never go on. 

10. Thoughts on breakfast? I absolutely love breakfast. I could eat breakfast foods all day, in which some cases I do. 

11. If you were a tree. I would be an Aspen Tree.

Nominees: 

Caitlin @They Made a Statue of Us

Lauren @ Lauren's Rhapsody

Kaitlin @ Kaitie_bug

Lauren @ Lauren Leigh

Maegan @ Light to Shine

Melissa @ Melissa's Montage

Audra @ A Girl's Life

Jessi @ Just A Thought

ShaNae @ Love, Life and Everything In Between

Kenzee @ Makenzee Layne Kassing

Sierra @ And Today Was A Day Just Like Any Other

And here are the lovely questions you ALL get to answer:

1. Who is your favorite person?

2. What is one thing you love about yourself?

3. What made you start blogging?

4. What is your stress reliever?

5. Vanilla or Chocolate?

6. If you could meet any actor or actress who would it be?

7. Dream car?

8. There's a Zombie Apocalypse, what is your weapon of choice?

9. Text, email, phone call? Order them favorite to least.

10. When was the last time you showered? 

11. What is your favorite thing about fall? 

Well this was fun. Gotta run. 

I find that sometimes at night the words flow a little easier. I used to be so consistent with writing on here that it felt normal, now it seems so foreign to me that I write my thoughts and people actually read them. Someday it'll feel normal again.
I realize that I often write vague excerpts about what I think and feel, I apologize if this sounds alike. I don't mean for this to be the same though. In church on Sunday we had a lesson about Walking in Faith. The more I thought about it, the more I realized that That is what I need to do. It's no use worrying and stressing about the future. Who I'm going to be, who I'll be with, what I'm doing. I took a step back and it became very clear to me. Just like the scripture says, "And I was led by the Spirit, not knowing beforehand the things which I should do." This is how I feel. Recently I've been reading my scriptures more, praying more, and really listening for promptings. I know that everything is in His time, we need to be ready to receive anything he hands us. As long as we are able to connect with and communicate with our Father in Heaven we will be led by him and guided in which direction we need to be headed.

Welcome

This, is how we make dinner.

There'll come a time, you'll see, with no more tears.

Today has seemed emotionally draining to me, I feel raw. This weekend has been good, bad, and all that's in between. It's good to be back in Logan, but I feel I'm needed somewhere else. Or maybe I'd rather be somewhere else. Somewhere, like home.
I've learned that every family has their trials. Whether you See or Know about it, or not. I love my family so much and this weekend that love has grown even more. I pray and fast for them. All of my brothers and Sisters are my very best friends. We have our faults and our struggles, but even in hard times we are able to come together and be there. My parents are incredible. They love us kids and would do anything for us.
I love each and every person in my family. They mean the world to me.